the air

i absolutely love autumn!! the air is clear, not humid and the trees are perty and even though the sky is cloudy, it's fitting... ah its wonderful. I can't wait for more colors!!!! its funny though, you'd think that autumn would remind me of death because of all the dieing things and in effect, make me sad, but for some reason it doesn't. i feel more subdued, yes, but at the same time, i feel more alive now than usually...


Autumn makes me feel like i'm in a perpetual state of meditation...


I just want to be apart of the outside, but i can't cause i have this paper to write and these songs to learn. The funny thing about that is, that with all this time that I have to be spending on my schoolwork, I always find myself distracted by other things like writing poetry, listening to CD's, and staring at the trees outside my window. I must say, the view from my dorm room is really nice.


As much as I thought that coming to school would sadden me and scare me, I feel so at home here and school doesn't feel like work (except for the essay thing). This is where I want to be almost all the time. I was not expecting that at all.

So I decided

So i've decided to have on of these sights just for the hell of it... not so sure it'll ever become something i use all the time, but now, just in case I have something to say, here it will be