Update

It's been a while since my last post and thus I figured that I should probably do some type of update or something like that. Currently I am worry about my finals and juries. Mostly because I have no idea when either of them will be... but that will be found out in due time i suppose. other tahn that i have nothing to really worry about unless i start pondering the future in which case i usually start freaking out and shit like that. It's not fun, i'll tell you.


so about Thanksgiving break. it was most yummy and quite devious as far as my diet is concerned- btw, I have been on Jenny Craig for about 3 weeks now. It has been hard to get back into the correct eating habits (meaning not adding stuff to the food I eat like extra desserts). it's been working for me - I've lost 9lbs... even 1/2 of a lb from thansgiving break.


I had a revelation about all this depression stuff- it's not because i miss all my friends either. I saw them and hung out with them and such (C even stayed over a night) but still I had a breakdown on Saturday night. C tried to help me out and I think she did a wonderful job actually. She made me realize what is wrong is that I am beginning to burn out. She hleped me to decide that I will not be taking 11 classes next semester and that i should just realize that i am not going to graduate in 4 years no matter what i do unless i really kill myself and that is not worth it. If i just take a few less classes per semester, my grade will be better and I will fel better too, so whateverwith the whole when i gradutate thing. btw, I am now double majoring in vocal performance and music education. that is why i wont get out in 4 years.


Update on expos that i hate so much-I am finally getting an A in expos... I hope that this last paper that ive had to write will also deserves an A. then all i have to worry about is passing the final (which shouldn't be too hard becasue its pass/fail based on the cohesiveness of it and stuff like that).