Monday, February 05, 2007

"I want to swim away...

but don't know how
sometimes it feels just like i'm falling in the ocean...
............................
I'm reaching for the life within me"
Blue October

I don't know why I getting this way again. but it's just like I can't figure out what it was I was doing here anymore. I don't want to study this anymore. I don't want to become a musician, however a quasi-excuse for one i might be now. I guess I was never really sure that's what I wanted in the first place, I was just here because it was better to have some kind of idea than no direction at all, right? It's not really the life I want anymore. but there's really no life I can imagine that I want, so what would i do if i didn't do music? god knows.

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